Trees, and sitting in them
To answer a few questions I’ve been asked frequently in the last two days, yes, Tara and I are really engaged. It really happened on twitter. It wasn’t planned or rehearsed. We didn’t expect the overwhelming reaction. It was totally spur of the moment. I’m psyched beyond belief and can’t wait to see what will happen next.
Tara already wrote a bit about her take on it all and I wanted to echo much of what she said and throw a few of my own cents into the ring simply because I haven’t said much about it. For all the guts I regularly spill here I tend to lean more towards the “here’s what I’m trying to figure out” or “here’s what I’m thinking about” side of things and rarely venture into the “this is how I feel” zone. Well, I’m venturing there now. As you may have guessed from the whole marriage proposal thing I’m madly, deeply and completely in love with Tara Brown. I’m floored that she feels the same way, even more so because if you’ve been reading my blog for a while you know I’m the last one who ever thought this would happen.
I met Tara in Austin earlier this year, she was a friend of some friends and we instantly clicked. We talked a lot in the following months and about a week after a road trip we took, over text messages no less, we both confessed how infatuated we were with each other and how we both wanted to put some effort into “us” and see where it might lead. I dare say that since then, every day that we’ve been together and every day that we’ve been apart, those feelings have only gotten stronger. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with her, hell I can’t wait to spend another 5 minutes with her.
So why so soon, and why ask over Twitter? If there’s one thing I’ve learned through everything I’ve been through it’s that there’s no time like the present. I’ve been saying that my whole life, but I finally started living it and it changed everything for me. You only live once and when you are sure of something there’s no point in waiting. You regret the things you don’t do way more than the things you do, right? So I dove in. We dove in. Last month Tara wrote in a blog post about our relationship saying “I can definitely report that being with Sean means lack of routine. We pretty much plan things spur of the moment.” And that’s true. 
Our entire relationship has been that way and it’s working famously, so why should the next step be any different. I can’t find the first thing I ever sent her on Twitter (since archives don’t go back that far anymore) but needless to say we’ve been using that as a main form of communication since day one and it just made sense. For us anyway, and that’s all that matters.
Lots of people have been asking about the future. Who is moving where, when is the wedding, what color will the brides maids dresses be, etc. My reply to all of this is have you met us? Christ, we barely have solid plans 48 hours in advance, do you you think any of that is confirmed yet? That said, this and a few other factors make it fairly safe to say that I’ll be around SF a lot more in the near future but where we’ll be a year from now is anyone’s guess. But stay tuned, I’m sure it’s going to be a wild ride.
congratulations! i agree completely that there is no reason to wait when you know something is right. i learned that lesson similarly to how you did, and now i live 5000 miles away from texas (in holland) because of love.
“No time like the present”. True words. I proposed to my wife 3 months after we met. We’ve been married for 7 years now. Best decision ever.
A big congratulations to you both. And why the hell not? Love is always a gamble, I figure. Might as well ante up big. (I am a minister by the way–just in case you need one. Though admitedly I only have one wedding under my belt.)
It’s the oddest thing that I was sitting with you in Brite Spot after Ridazz and I read a couple people congratweeting you on the news and I’m all “whassup with that?” And you’re all “yeah Tara and I got engaged. on twitter.” and I’m all “pfffft” thinking it was a gag up until just now.
Man, I’m slow.
Congrats! Three days later.
Man, people always find something to get their panties in a twist over.
Congrats and Mazel Tov and all sorts of Twittery goodness!
Why, you guys are so darn adorable.
You are such a little bitch Bonner,
I gave you that photo of us together and then you go off and do this to me?
/cry
WOW! Congratulations!
As I stated on Tara’s blog post, I know I’ve already said it but congrats. You two are super wicked awesome and I’m so happy for you both. Looking forward to seeing many years of you two.
Congrats again!